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पुतली

ठमेलमा किनेको,

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मोडेल फेरियो

सस्तो र महँगो के 

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न झिंग न लम्खुटे

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भुर भुर उडिरहने सँग   

मनुस्य बबुरो हेरेको हेरै ।

फर्मुला खोज्दै अक्षर सँग!

मृत्‍युसँग जितेको जिन्दगी,

घुस घुसे धमिराको पेवा

बसन्त होस् कि बर्षा

खाएरहन्छ एक नासले

खोजी खोजी औशदी ल्यायो

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तर उही धमिलो धुलो

न तिप्न मिल्छ न छोड्न नै

थाहा छ खोक्रो बडैछ

ढलौछ एक्दिन सारा

हार्न चाहन्न बिल्कुलै

फर्मुला खोज्दै अक्षर सँग! 

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:jtGqtfsf] gUgtf,

New Year 2013

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समय

समय निकै बलियो,
 समयका पिछ लघुहरु,
 कुहिरो भित्र घुस्रेर होस्
 वा मरुभुमी मा पाकेर
 खिसौछ आँफै,
 रमौछ आँफै
 जित्छ आँफै
 हार्छ आँफै,
 मर्छ, मरेर जिउछ आँफै
. समयको पिछ लघु बनेर
 नरिबल्को गानो जस्ताइ
 छारो, सारो, गोरो सबै आँफै.

Meeting with Simon

After a long time, unexpectedly, I fall in love with Simon. He is really beauty and handsome. Really, handsome with adequate height, big belly, long feet, shining eyes, bit short mustache and short smile, hee…hee... Really, I must fell in love and I love him. I was familiar with him since April 2011 because it was one of the funny questions during workshop. I answered because I loved him. Thanks god! I was with him. Earlier, I asked with Sarah with some hesitation because I scared with her.

Dec 15, 2011, early in the morning about 4am, I was awake up due to noise of Simon. I kept door open because my PAPA is quite unfamiliar with sophisticated housing style and shifting from hotel to apartment in my friend. Sarah is working in UN, so she has apartment which is really more decorated and fancy than five star hotel in Bangkok. Dad keep on asking many questions regards to house, development, Nepali politics, leaders and all.

Simon was keep on shouting, I turned side, he came this side, near my ear and vice versa. I massage him in his back, chat him; talked about Sarah, kissed him, hug him. I did whatever I knew and can. I really try to perform well as his beloved one. I mean trying to be replace her in a way and another. Unfortunately, he didn't stop, keep on crying with tiny and centi mode. I felt very bad because I failed. Totally failed. I remember the Bangkok, the apartments, busy people and their busy schedule. Is it the best to be away from development where beloved one can live together in very natural way. Anyway, I become crazy.

Immediately, I stood u and run to kitchen, searched in drawers, cupboard, refrigerators and everywhere. I didn't see what I saw before. I didn't know where it was; neither finish nor house made dispose it.
Simon also followed me wherever I was. He also loved me as original or natural way. Thank god, world exist due and for LOVE, everywhere. Because of language barrier, I can't understand well always what Sarah's saying, either Simon or the Thai language. Hee… heee. Finally, I saw seven letter in very small writings. It was written `PET FOOD'.

Today, Dec 7, 2011, we, campaign members; WOREC, BDS, AWON, OUTLINE had been in traffic police. From the perpetrator side, two members from bus association and conductor were there. In the beginning conductor didn't accept, he just said that I touched her only. Later, conductor accepted and ask for excuse and also promised for not repeating the case ever. About 1 pm, we all agreed to make consensus as he ask for amnesty. Driver, bus association member Gautam Adhikari also signed as witnessed. Meanwhile, colleagues discussed about the roles and responsibilities and code of conduct on public transport as well. It is a representative case only but there are few things I noticed which has to addressed;
1. The traffic police also don't aware on code of conduct on public transport 2067
2. No knowledge on dealing of such cases, they asked to share the case in the common room publicly, room # 10-l asked separate room later. No confidentiality, many police and non-police man coming and listening the case. I continuously ask for being out from room.
3. No women police for dealing such case In conclusion, sexual harassment is very much common but ignored by all stakeholders.

This can be minimized drastically if the concerned stakeholders have willingness to implement. It is not easy to complaint by time, knowledge, security and process. It is really tough to complain to those who have access and knowledge.

Can you imagine what is happening with women and gilrs in public transport? How long should we go to make GBV free public transport in NEPAL?

At last but not least, thank you to my campgain collegues, DIGP and his team for their kind coperation.
Sorry for taking your time.
Regards, radha

A Sexual Harassment in Publict Transport case reported to Traffice Police

Today, my schdeule is so occupied. I want to focus entirely with my ,Miteri gaun-Let-live Together Campgain. Therefore, Laxman is in NDWA, Samjhna is in National Women Comission.

The meeting with Bhanu Memorial school has been postponed since last 2 weeks due to my sickness as well as busy schedule for 16 days VAW activism and campgain for peace ad constituion.
For going directly, I took Nepal Yatayat from Tinkune alongwith Samjhna. Samjhna paid rent for two of us when she get off at Bijulibazar.She shouted from outside,` radhadidi, I paid money of yours as well, I said ok'. The conversation looks like talking in forest while collecting fooders. Some of passenger smile as well.
About 10 pm, I get down at Balauwatar at PM's quarter #3 to go Bhanu memorial. I said,my friend had already paid at Bijulibazar. Immediately he seemed silent. While I stepped out 4-5 steps, one voice `oh didi, oh didi' i heard.I just back and asked, are you calling me? He shouted yes, why do you run away without paying. I tried to convience him, but keep on shouting, verbally abused by using vulgar words and attacked me; at my shoulder. I said again, my friend paid already. He ready to call my friend and asked for phone number. I gave phone no. He insist to speak with her. I said, you don't trust me so you speak why should I? He dialed phone, connected with her but keep on force to speak. I do not. Meanwhile, the bus back 2-3 steps and support to conductor.
I really felt so bad though think to back bus to ask with witnesser. Most of the passenger has already get off because that is so long route. Only two women are there who are going to Teaching hospital. They are shouting from inside, it is paid already in Bijulibazar. Then again, I asked them, they say yes.

Then I moved to Bhanu memorial school. On the way I talked over phone with two drivers; khila shrestha and khadka who were introduced during my research` understanding mascuilinities in public transport'.

When the meeting over, I determined that I should go to police and report about it. I always encountered and witnessed sexual harassment but no one taking care of.
I directly go to traffice office in Ramshah path, Kathmandu. Met DIGP, Ganesh Rai and also ask paper and submit the application or FIR for justice.

Later, around 4 pm, I received phone call from traffice and Khila driver. That time, I was in meeting in UNFPA office, I said that I couldn't join.
I do not know, ow it goes tomorrow.

never cover once I disclose the reality

मलाइ
थाहा छ म नाङ्गिएको कुरा,
आमासग छुटिदा नाङ्िगएझै म नाङ्िगएको छ,ु
मलाइ थाहा र्छर्
इतिहासमा को को नाङ्गिन्छन,
राष्ट्रपति प्रधानमन्त्री सबै नाङ्गिएकाछन्,
मलाई थाहा छ,
चर्चामा सबै नाङ्िगएकाहरुको ओइरो छ,
नाम, दाम, बास, हक्ति र सत्ताको नाममा ।
त्यसैल,े
म नाङ्िगएको कुरा नलुकाएरै भनिदिए ।
मलाई यो पनि थाहा छ,
तिमी पटक पटक नाङ्िगएका छौ,
खयर त्यो तिमीलाई मात्र थाहा छ,
त्रि्रो बुद्धिमत्ता भित्र नाङ्गिएका छौ,
मलाई थाहा छ,
मैले मुखै खोलेर भने,
तिमी एक पटक फेरि थप नाङ्गिनेछौ,
सदाको लागि छोपिनै नमिल्नेगरी ।

Memorandum to Prime Minister Dr. Baburam Bhattari, Nov 22, 2011

On behalf of the women's campgain for peace and constituion -third phase, I am cordinating to get the time with Prime Minister, Dr. Baburam Bhattarai. Indeed, it was really hard to get the time if anyone do not have political access though got it for the Nov 22, 2011 at 2 PM at singh darbar.
As a norms, I have already informed participants organizations to forward their name and bring identity card. To entry in to the Singh darbar is another hard job, people are waiting and waiting, asking requesting with people in the reception. They are calling inside/who is intend to meet to note their name for entering their name.
All police officers unable to recognize the simple english, most of members of campgain have english card. I am taking support from Samjhana poudel, a journalist and the Aruna Rayamajhi, a personal secretary of the PM's office and she also a journalist. Otherwise, the entering process would be more complicated.

We have appoitment for 2 pm, we were waiting and waiting at the door of PM's office. At the mean time, I was receiving the message from Biswadip, a secretary of PM. He is trying to avoid us ,said hard to make meeting because there were many meeting for identifying a chairperson for restructuring commission with among 4 political parties and also has cabinate meeting for approval for the earlier decision.

I was keep on discussing and requesting over sms and phone. Later he didn't response over phone and sms. Meanwhile, Samjhna was keep on talking with Hisila Yami, Aruna Rayamaji as well.

My collegues and myself were understand well the busiest schedule of the PM. We, women also wants to progressive steps for the implementation of 7 points agenda for peace, made in last Kartik 15, 2068.
But, the mechanism to comunicate and access is so poor and frustarting. We felt bad that the security gurds/police badly behaved with us. They said,without taking apointment why you came here? if you got appointment, they come to bring you respectfully and so on.
Meantime, many people were entering inside but no one called us and denied to response.

Conclusion:
1. The entering process in to singhdarbar is should modify if this governement is representing the republican country. If this is not accessble to women, poor, disabled, conflict affected,what does its mean? I met many people come from banke, Kailali, Jajarkot and they represent dalit, women, conflict affected, disable, poor, unable to read and write.
2. When the beurocrats, secuirty people, political leaders will transform their attitute towards the women and their rights.
3. These are the representative cases,women are getting violence everywhere.With ignoring women's status,is itpossible peace and constituion based on social justice.
4.Many unanswered questions regards to women's and their rights who is really responsive for for gender equality and human rights. How long do women fight for that?
5. we back without submission our petition,where we 15 organizations were representating and we also do not know when they postponed for our meeting. NO ONE RESPONSIBLE FOR SUCH MANAGEMENT !
That's all for today!

Memorandum to Prime Minister Dr. Baburam Bhattari, Nov 22, 2011

Memorandum to Prime Minister Dr. Baburam Bhattari,

कविता

कविता
ठ्याक्याकै पाचँ वर्षबितेछन् ,
तिमरो र मेरो हिमचिम र बसउठ,
कहिले बालुवाटार,कहिले कोटेश्वर...
लुकेर धुलिखेल, खुलेर पार्क मिलेज,
दुरभाषमा कुरा त कति कति,
संझिदा आङ्गै सिरिङ्ग काउकुती कताकती,
नपत्याए कविता फेरि औला भाँच,
पल्र्टाई हेर कहाँ-कहाँ भए हाम्रा संझौता ।
१२ बुदे संझौता,
८ बुदे संझौता,
३ बुदे संझौता,
कति हुन कति संझौता,
कविताबिर्सियौ कसरी ।
संझौता गर्‍यौ तिमीले तोड्छौ तिमी आफै,
कहिले हतियारको नाममा,
कहिले धनको धाकमा,
कहिले बिद्यताको शानमा,
कहिले प्रतिष्ठाको बासमा ।
कविताम वाक्क भए,
वाक्क, वाक्क भित्र गरिदिए,
यो सात बुदे पनि,तिमी जे भन,
जे गर फकाउ वा रुवाउ,
यो अन्तिम संझौता हो ।
चाइना, सिंगापुर कता कता,
सवै बिर्सिए झै गर्दछौ फर्किए झै गर्दछौ ।
धोकै धोकाको निबास भित्र विश्वास खोज्दै छु मता ,
यो सात बुदेमा खोजेर हाम्रो सम्मान र नैतिकता ।